4 years too late...

4 years ago i was single...
4 years ago i wasnt too bothered about being single...
4 years ago she was still in Ipoh...
4 years ago she already had a bf...

4 years later i am still single...
4 years later i become more and more worried about not having a companion as the days go by...
4 years later i finally got to know her...
4 years later she is still with the same bf...

for the few times i've tried to break out of singlehood, the same ending happens over and over again...

the more i want it, the more it eludes me...

good things are worth waiting for...life goes on...it's not the end of the world...some self encouragement for myself....haha...wooooooooooooooh