Debu-Note

found this on dannychoo's site...the title wrote "Death Note parody. Must see LOL"...now how can you not see something that's a "Must see LOL"...hehe

not exactly an outstanding LOL video but heck you can watch it for Karina-chan...woooooooh

bearing the consequences of your actions

this issue has been bugging me for the past few weeks...didnt blog it out earlier on cus i really hoped that sthg miraculous would happen...that my very own fairytale ending might come true...

but it was not to be...the scenario i've been in for the past few weeks, which i thought only happened in movies didnt end the way like those movies did...

the weekend before vday she suddenly told me she had to leave sg to go back to ipoh...but she didnt tell me the real reason then...she couldnt bear to lie to me and finally told me the following monday that she found out the previous friday that she was 1mth pregnant with her bf's baby...and it was expected of her to return home and get married and have the baby...

we have gotten closer ever since her sis went back to ipoh and i really thought i had a chance of winning her over...maybe i was too naive but the more we got together the more i couldnt bear to let her go...to see someone u like take the burden of sthg so huge at such a young age just because the bf decided to "chop" her first without even thinking about his own financial capability of supporting her AND the baby...

she is worried that life with him will be tough cus he isnt quite a saver and even told her he has no money for the wedding...but she has decided to "do the right thing" and that is to marry that bugger and have the baby...

i advised her to think abt the reason for doing this...is she marrying him because she really loves him or just because she's carrying his baby? her parents wants her to have the baby but was a little apprehensive abt letting her marry him...but they suggested to her if she could try it out first...if things dont work out she can opt for a divorce...

i was like...wtf...

she had to make a decision by last night cus her future in-laws are paying them a visit today...she told me it wont be fair to me to ask me to love a gal who already has a child and she chosed to put her happiness on the line...she is going to take the gamble on spending her life with that bugger...

i really hoped she would at least not marry that bugger...but realising that she still wants to "do what's right" i wished her well and gave her my blessings...i told her we will always be good friends...and she thanked me...

this experience for me has really drove home the point of thinking twice of what you do in life...have you really thought through it enough? will you be able to bear the consequences of your actions? will you live to regret the decisions you make?

i'm pretty sure we all make mistakes in life...some are big some are small...hopefully everyone of us will be able to at least learn sthg useful from these events...

she gave me this last saturday...it was supposed to be my '06 christmas present...she was waiting for me to ask her out and i didnt...i will live to ask myself this question..."what would have changed if i had asked her out on the christmas of '06?"

when everyone were slim...and bell-bottoms were the rage

last sunday's reunion dinner at grandma's place was a very nostalgic one...grandma had unearthed some photo albums of long long time ago during spring cleaning...she seemed very happy and was very eager to show us the photos...she kept saying we were all so small and cute back then...

anyways i didnt appear much in the photos...i wasnt exactly the cutest either hehehe...

i noticed my mum changed quite alot of hairstyles over the years

hairdo 1:mum-2nd from left

hairdo 2:mum-on the right carrying edwin

hairdo 3:mum-on the far left...beside her is dad carrying edwin

hairdo 4:mum-2nd from the left...and i think the little bugger on the far left drinking sthg is me...i noticed dad(3rd from left) was much more plump back then

hairdo 5:mum-2nd from the left...i'm 3rd from the left..followed by edwin and then dad

grandma's "older" batch of grandsons...from left: derrick, roy, edwin, me, zelin, zewei, zesheng

one last photo...notice the bell botts and the shirts with the huge collars and the dress/skirts? must have been the rage back then...and everyone looked really young and slim...heh...

4 years too late...

4 years ago i was single...
4 years ago i wasnt too bothered about being single...
4 years ago she was still in Ipoh...
4 years ago she already had a bf...

4 years later i am still single...
4 years later i become more and more worried about not having a companion as the days go by...
4 years later i finally got to know her...
4 years later she is still with the same bf...

for the few times i've tried to break out of singlehood, the same ending happens over and over again...

the more i want it, the more it eludes me...

good things are worth waiting for...life goes on...it's not the end of the world...some self encouragement for myself....haha...wooooooooooooooh

motherland annual dinner+somemore surprising auction transactions

boss kevin invited me to go to motherland's annual dinner/cny dinner...it was held at a some dragon gate restaurant at excelsior hotel yesterday...food wasnt the best but heck how bad can restaurant food get right...its not everyday that we can go restaurant eat also...

there was this mini lucky draw...well actually there was a prize for everyone ...it just depends on which prized u picked...i got this akira portable player of some sort...and then there was this extra mystery draw in which you got sthg special if there was an angbao underneath your chair...so i also got that...the prize in the angbao was a "princess hours" vcd...

being there only by invitation and a part time staff, i felt quite paisei winning those prizes...hehe...so i gave the player to yvonne and the the vcd to ahyee...

update on my auction business...remember these? toy catalogues of the past...



i remember i used to browse thru these stuff quite frequently...eyeing which toys were nice and at the same time had some visible degree of articulation...1 thing about toys of the past is that poseability and articulation always had to suffer at the hands of looking nice...anyways i never got to own any of the toys i was eyeing also...haha

oh by the way, i managed to sell off the catalogs above too....hoho