stranger than fiction

great film to watch...loved the quote at the end...
"sometimes when we lose ourselves in fear and despair in routine and constancy, in hopelessness and tragedy, we can thank God for Bavarian sugar cookies. Unfortunately when there aren't any cookies, we can still find reassurance in a familiar hand on our skin, or a kind and loving gesture, or a subtle encouragement, or a loving embrace, or an offer of comfort..."

well you'll have to watch the show to know why Bavarian sugar cookies was being brought up though...but nonetheless a very enjoyable show=)

first week without her...

not the best week i've had...had to stay back at work for 4 out of 5 days...1 time for process review...3 times for C14 course...

almost everywhere i look at reminds me of her...it's like sthg i used to be doing with her and i'm no longer doing it anymore...like some part of my life went missing...

i knew not having her around would be tough...but i never expected it to be THAT depressing...coupled with that C14 which we have to stay back till 7.50pm is just a pain in the ass...

dad asked me this morning during breakfast to bring ahYee home after work cus he is going to cook some orh luah...i told him she went back to ipoh already...he asked "for qing ming ah?"...i said she no longer works downstairs anymore...he asked "where she work now?"...i just replied that her parents wants her to go back"

and i just kept it at there....

i know i should not lie to my parents but i think this time round i'll just keep it to myself...

so what do i do now with the time i used to spend with her?
went swimming and jogging this afternoon...been catching up on the downloaded stuff...hope to start on a gundam kit real soon...

slowly going back to orz days le...hehe...haiz...oh well...

and then she's gone

we met for the very first time on 14th oct '06 at the rear gate outside motherland...

we went on our first "date" on 3rd nov '06...

we pak tor-ed for a total of 49 times...

today was the very last time...

i will miss the warmth of her smile and gaze, her presence and her company...

ahYee...thank you for making me complete for the past 5 months...no doubt it was short but for once in a very long long while, i was happy...very very happy

updates updates updates...

ooh...havent been blogging for awhile...come to think of it also not that long la..10 days only ma...
so anyways here i go with the updates...

training
still visiting the gym regularly...weight has gone up to 59.5kg...thats a 6.5kg increase since july'06...

runs on the other hand has taken a step back(in fact many many steps back dammit)...i keep having this feeling that my peak was reached at 25yrs old...cant even do a 3x2.4km interval now lor...sian...trying my best to do at least some sprints to prepare for my ippt come May...

toys
no major purchase at all for february...Roy from TFH have yet to call me regarding the motoko figure which i've been itching to get my grubby hands on for the longest time...nothing i can do but to wait patiently since Roy promised he'll be able to get a set for me...

akatsuki and MG strike noir should be arriving by end march...pondering whether i should preorder the Revy figure too...

gunpla fixing has come to a standstill...hehe...been busy with this and that until no mood and time to do any kits...probably resume in late march ba...

me and her
making the most out of these last few weeks of her stay in sg...her last day at motherland is 15th march, leaving on 19th march...fate (yesssss...i would like to believe it is fate no matter how cheesy/corny it sounds) brought us together in Oct'06...if it is meant to be...we will surely meet again in the future...things might change by then...but who knows? we can't predict the future...both of us have to move on but we will always be good friends

work at TOS
more and more things just keep coming in...Na is starting the crank up the pressure making work more tedious to complete...
attending C14 course this march/april...crap thing is it's in-house and have to stay till 7.30pm 3 times per week...nabeiz...