first week without her...

not the best week i've had...had to stay back at work for 4 out of 5 days...1 time for process review...3 times for C14 course...

almost everywhere i look at reminds me of her...it's like sthg i used to be doing with her and i'm no longer doing it anymore...like some part of my life went missing...

i knew not having her around would be tough...but i never expected it to be THAT depressing...coupled with that C14 which we have to stay back till 7.50pm is just a pain in the ass...

dad asked me this morning during breakfast to bring ahYee home after work cus he is going to cook some orh luah...i told him she went back to ipoh already...he asked "for qing ming ah?"...i said she no longer works downstairs anymore...he asked "where she work now?"...i just replied that her parents wants her to go back"

and i just kept it at there....

i know i should not lie to my parents but i think this time round i'll just keep it to myself...

so what do i do now with the time i used to spend with her?
went swimming and jogging this afternoon...been catching up on the downloaded stuff...hope to start on a gundam kit real soon...

slowly going back to orz days le...hehe...haiz...oh well...