bgr? what bgr?

on my way back from sch today, i saw something interesting...well at least for me it was...

so i was on 179 sitting behind this girl...after a few stops a guy sat beside her after boarding the bus...after a few more stops the guy started chatting with the girl...i was like...wtf and you know...sigh...

they must have talking something about sch i guess...the girl was looking at her tutorial sheet and i heard something about biomed and stuff...i was listening to my h10 anyways-franz ferdinand's you could have it so much better...solid album by the way...

this event reminded myself of bgr...something that has eluded me ever since the day i was introduced to the world of birds and bees. it also reminded me of how impossible it is for adrian to achieve (or even attempt) what that guy did on the bus.

so what went wrong or what is wrong with adrian? almost 25 and still a zero-fighter...

when i was about 12, i had the impression that by 20+ i should already be attached and going steady with someone...like majiam it was the norm...like how everything else seemed to fall into place...pri sch...sec sch...jc...ns...uni...

so somewhere down the road, adrian's bgr application must have gotten lost...bgr did not fall into place like i thought it would...

so how?no balls la...shy la... girls i like have absolute no interest in me...introvert with nothing much to offer...

currently doing absolutely nothing to address the situation...and my excuse?-cannot means cannot lor-try so hard also no use

wait lor...wait wait wait...like that chinese 4-word thing "shou zhu dai tu"-wait for some rabbit i think-without putting in any effort...already wait so long le...wait some more won't make any diff also...

good things are worth waiting for? i sure hope so...